29 December 2010

last few days in Makassar

i've been in this hot and humid Makassar for almost five and a half years. i dare not say dat i hate this place, for this is where i've learnt so much in my life. and no matter what, being in Makassar is one of my important page in my life. The last time i met my family was a year ago....... and finally, my family is here! yeay!
my mum almost didn't recognise me as i've gain a lot of weight (kene aerobic la macam ni.. hiks)
anyway, my lil bros were so excited to take a ride on this 'bento' (like a beca + motorcycle) 

alip was very shy at first... but see how excited alip was during dinner!
amie was so curious to taste a 'bebek goreng' (fried duck)..
 nyum nyum....
i really like this rice basket. so unique lah
actually, my family come here to Makassar for my graduation day.. which is today!!!
taddaaaaa.... now i am officially dr. Ainul Rhyshikin Yusoff
taking pics with mama, babah, alieff and amie at the hotel
mama and babah at the VIP seats (our faculty gave Malaysian parents VIP seats) hehe~
me and my colleagues with our mother.
our graduation is actually on the 31st of Dec, so most of our parents had planned to come to Makassar on the 29th of Dec. but last Thursday, our Uni CHANGE our graduation date to 29th of Dec, causing only some of our parents to change their flight date. and their reason to change the date is dat they did not REALIZE dat 31st of Dec is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY. weird eyh? whateverlah.
amie made this card for me... and everyone sign it... i like this a lot! 
thank u everyone ^.^

p.s. sad to leave Makassar, especially my dear. he had helped me a lot, especially when my parents is here.... but i had to believe that everything happens for a reason, and ALLAH knows the best...

bila bola letak kat hati dan bila nasib ditentukan oleh sotong

itu kata2 semua mahasiswa malaysia di Makassar. dari student tahun pertama sampai yang wisuda (graduate) hari ni, semua reaksi sama bila ditanyakan tentang perasaan mereka berada di sebuah negara yang sedang marah dengan negara kami. ini adalah antara reaksi mereka di facebook....
nur halima ishak : meminjam kata seorg teman..'saya meletakkan bola di kaki bukan di hati'...teman2 bukankah ukhwah n persaudaraan itu lbh bnilai di sisi Allah dari sebiji bola yg xbnyawa?? hurmmm...
 nachia rahim : dokter ooh dokter.. X reti ke nk diffrntiate btwn work n prsonal ?? Its jst football.. Fanaticism really make me sick !!
nurul iman : We were furious when people did and said bad things about our race & country, until the bond we tied were broken, love become hatred and sitting side by side seems to be the last thing we want to do. But do we feel the same when our religion was treated the same? We ignore the purity that unites us for the sake of our own selfishness.
 memang tak dapat dibayangkan. ada yang kami anggap teman cakap negara kami 'malayshits'. dan ada yang nak 'tembak jaga' semua koas Malaysia. apa salah kami????
apa dosa kami sampai nak marah2 kami?
should u hate us just because of some men running on the field kicking ball? and some stupid people who we didn't even know of?
renungkan kembali kata2 teman saya iman tadi,  do we feel the same when our religion was treated the same?
be professional, lah. please. we are doctors. we treat patient equally. and we treat our colleague equally. should we declare war just cuz of soccer?
p.s. pernah jumpe duplicate paul si gurita???

read more here 
p.s.s. selamat menonton second leg AFF. tak sabar nak tau final macam mane. apa pun hasilnya, aku cume mengharapkan kesejahteraan antara Malaysia dan Indonesia....   semoga kita akan tetap menjadi sahabat selamanya. 

18 December 2010

mama, anak mama dah jadi dokter!


hari itu aku bangun dengan perasaan bercampur baur.
gelisah, risau, tp sangat teruja.
5 tahun setengah aku menanti hari ini.
hari yang bakal menjadi salah satu hari terpenting dalam hidupku.

sebelum kita melangkah lebih jauh,
mari kita bayangkan satu skenario........

bayangkan tok guru silat duduk bersimpuh di depan semua anak muridnya, dan satu persatu dipanggil dan ditauliahkan lulus.
haaa... macam tu lah yudisium (babah yang bg perumpamaan macam ni)

cuma bezanya, pada yudisium kami,
pembantu dekan 1 duduk di atas kerusi,
memanggil nama kami semua yang dengan bangga memakai white coat dan seragam hitam putih dan mengisytiharkan bahwa kami telah sah lulus dari fakulti perubatan dan disahkan menjadi seorang dokter.
terasa meremang bulu roma saat dengar dr. Budu, Sp. M (spesialis mata) mengumumkan nama kami masing- masing.
semuanya tersenyum bangga.
dan aku tak salahkan mereka untuk merasa sedikit bangga.
iya, mungkin ada yang akan membidas dan berkata 'perjalanan masih panjang'.
tapi setidaknya kami telah berjaya mengharungi 5thn setengah ini.
dan aku juga pasti, orang tua kami juga pasti bangga.
tapi gelar sebagai seorang dokter bukanlah hanya untuk dibanggakan, tapi ia juga membawa satu tanggungjawab yang besar.
seperti dalam 'pembekalan' kami tadi, kalau james bond diberi lesen untuk membunuh (license to kill), seorang dokter diberi lesen untuk menyembuhkan (license to heal)
tahniah teman2 seperjuanganku!!!!!!!

p.s. nak upload gambar tapi tak boleh. later lah okay ^.^

p.s.s. insyaALLAH aku akan mengucapkan sumpah dokter pada 23 disember 2010. graduation pada 31 disember 2010. hehehehe....

15 December 2010


Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Katy Perry Firework lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/katy-perry-firework-lyrics.html

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

am trying to stay optimistic now..
perhaps there's a firework in me dat need to be ignited right now.
who knows?

14 December 2010

random rainbows

hey there!
what a lovely morning today, right?
i just wanna talk randomly today.
cuz i've been dying to update my blog but my wireless internet is so damn slow. *sigh
anyway, there are three hospitals near my house. 
but this one is the most beautiful, (and expensive too).  
it is called private care center.
even clinical students weren't allowed to go there.
i took this picture when i'm walking to the Wahidin's public hospital which is located just in front of this hospital.
i enjoy my morning walk very much. gonna miss dat soon. hehe..
another thing i'm gonna miss is dis....
i'm madly in love with froyo right now (yup, froyo, not frodo)
fyi, froyo is frozen yogurt
well, in case u didn't know =)
one of my fav place is Yoguville, which is located at Mtos.
my fav toppings are oranges and rainbow sprinkles... 
oh my, i'm salivating right now...
gonna get one this evening. lah. ehehe~

have you ever heard of Nike Ardilla?
i never knew her but there's so many restaurants with her name.
and this one is filled with her clothes and mannequin!
sorry for bad quality pics. i took this with my 1.3 megapixel camera in my phone.
there's 3 live sized doll dat looks like her but i forgot to take a pic.
i love her boots so much dat i even said to myself 
'what a waste to let a mannequin to wear such a beautiful thing'
ok, i sounds crazy right now...
actually i am still not so sure whether i can grad or not this dec.
i've finished all of my clinical, but as i get my result a little late, and the date to register is closed already... well, you can guess lah what happen next.
but i'm still hoping i can grad this dec. 
please pray for me..

22 November 2010

seems like yesterday

you know what???
it seems like yesterday i enter Paediatric department (my first clinical department)
seems like yesterday i make this name tag 
seems like yesterday i was 'stranded' at fatimah's hospital where i cried every day and said to mama dat "i don't want to be a doctor' (those babies are cute but i was so damn tired)
seems like yesterday Balqis gave me this Jack, Kack, Lack, Mack, Nack, Quack and Pack
seems like yesterday i came to Makassar and learn dat this thing is called pete2

seems like yesterday my 'ukui' died because he didn't wanna eat for three months (and i still wonder why)
and it seems like yesterday i wore my scrubs and entered the OT

having 'fun' dissecting corpse...
eating konro bakar like 'flinstones'...

touching snake for the first time in my life...
learning how to help deliver babies... (and doing it too...) i really like OBGYN!!!! wee~
lepak2 with my beloved friends...
oh ya.. two weeks at the ER was also unforgettable

how can i forget? those weeks makes me learn how to sleep on tiles!!

learning how to wear 'baju bodo'

camwhoring in the changing room....
 'bergelumang' with heavy and thick books (will still do this till i'm blind and too old) ehe~

'melaram' for dinner and colleagues wedding ceremony..

teaching friends how to cook 'roti puree'
 swimming at beautiful beaches (Bira and Samalona)
 and celebrating eids with friends...

i feel excited that i almost become a doctor.
but a piece of my heart didn't want to go home.
i'm gonna miss all of this...
and most of all, i'm gonna miss my dear.
i had to admit, he changes me a lot (in a good way)
and he had helped me so much...
i love him, but i'm afraid the distance will tear us apart...
but if we were destined to be together, insyaALLAH we will meet again right??

oh my...
dec is almost coming...
i am so damn nervous, lah...

*i think i should solat istikharah*

18 November 2010

hydrocephalus baby

i was 'working' at the recovery room last week and i saw a baby crib at the front of the operation theathre.
i was so curious so i take a peek.....
and oh my!

another hydrocephalus baby????
this is like the third case i found here.
but the hospital is the main hospital in South Sulawesi,
so all of weird cases from small villages will be sent here...
btw have you heard about this disease?
what is it????
 hydrocephalus is an excessive accumulation of fluid (cesebrospinal fluid) in the brain.
what cause it????
it may be caused by inherited genetic abnormalities or developmental disorders.
Other possible causes include complications of premature birth such as intraventricular hemorrhage, diseases such as meningitis, tumors, traumatic head injury, or subarachnoid hemorrhage
what are the symptoms???
the most obvious symptom of hydrocephalus is often a rapid increase in head circumference or an unusually large head size.
Other symptoms may include vomiting, sleepiness, irritability, downward deviation of the eyes (also called "sunsetting"), and seizures.

ok, let take a look again at the baby.... (scroll up)
did you see the sunset phenomenon? (the downward eyes)

poor baby...
i hope he will get well soon....
let us all pray for him, okay?

infos taken from here..
feel free to click to learn more about this disease.

16 November 2010

raye lagi?

rasa macam nak nanges dengar takbir.....
aik, da lima tahun raya kat sini pon nak sedih- sedih jugak ke???
takde mood nak beraya..
kepala pening urus exam, result and things for graduation...
rasa mcm nak gila je....
thank god there's someone who can make me still sane...

p.s. harap2 raya haji ni seceria raya aidilfitiri yang lalu... sangat colourful!!! sukeeeeer

12 November 2010

meet Mr. D's angels

kalau korang tgk gambar ni mesti korg tertanya2.
kenapa ainul pegang hair dryer??
kenapa muka wid macam tu mase tengok ain menulis?
kat mane nih?????????
kami bertiga memang sengal (eh, mereka berdua je. aku masih normal. hihi)

btw, aku pegang hair dryer sebab aku bukak salon. free..... 
pacu= post anesthesia care unit
selama seminggu kat sini,memang banyak kejadian aneh terjadi...
ain dituduh mencuri sebab bukak almari dengan gunting....

cube kita tgk ape yg dia nak curi
aik, ubat pon nak curi ke? iskiskisk
kejadian lain, aku ngantuk sangat....
jadi aku tido bwh meja...
tiba2, dokter dtg dan berdiri dpn aku...
punyelah cuak aku...
takut kene tangkap...
oklah. aku kene stop.
wid da marah...
da pukul 4...
aku nak balik dulu...

p.s. Mr D is the resident responsible at PACU.. hehe