29 July 2010

my black devil

 think i haven't introduce my black devil to you guys... i simply can't live without him..
so tadaaa....
here he is.....
yeah, it's a he... just ignore the fact that he got a rose tatoo... ehe~ 
ok. i know picture quality sangat buruk...

 anyway, my passion now is leaning photoshop. no more playing games for so many hours... if i'm so stressed out, i just 'play' with photoshop... and i'm not a pro yet.. susah gila kowt... but let us see some of my projects.. ehe~
this pc is not so beautiful.. but i'm trying ok
but the long dress is so chantek!!! ayu gave it as my bday present.... i really2 like it!!!!
ini agak aneh.. but whatever lah. ehe
i like this one.. hehe... ngade2

this is my bestie, ayu... 
didn't she look like a fairy godmother?
more ayu here. she had asked me to edit her pics for her. ehe
me and naddie during Iis' wedding. i never thought that this is so simple. seriously. this pic is not so hard to edit and i like it this way...
i've posted most of these pics at my Facebook page... 
well, i am a bit narcissistic rite?
but i don't care.
i love my new passion..
thanks to my black devil..
and most of all, thanks to my parents for giving me da money to buy a new laptop.
i can't live without it.
my lecturer kept asking me to 'repair' my assignments. 
so damn stressful if i didn't have a lappy okay...
even the guy at the cc where i print my assignments werekinda confused cuz i kept coming back to print my project. hehe..

23 July 2010

hey ladies!!!

once, there was a guy who said this song reminds him of me, and he said that i should be strong (did i look that weak in my blog?)
and when i was sick last week, he said he wanna come and see me, and i ask him (politely) to bring me lunch cuz i don't have any strength to go out.
but he forgot. 
thankfully Nadia got some free time and she brings me foods and medicines. 
anyway, did you know when did the guy apologize?
after two days. (and he act like he just remembered that he had promised to come and bring me food)
i can't believe it! i mean, i thought we were friends. my girl friends will never do that to me. guys are so 'heartless'. urgh..
so to those girls out there.. here's for all of us...

Rossa – Hey Ladies

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin

Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur

Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu cinta

Kalau patah hati siapa mau nolong

Seperti langit dan matahari tak bersatu lagi

Hey ladies jangan mau di bilang lemah

Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan

Bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur

Hey ladies sekarang cinta pakai otak

Jangan mau rugi hati dan juga rugi waktu

Bila dia merayumu ingat semuanya bohong

Memanglah tak semua laki-laki busuk

Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada

Semogalah kita semua akhirnya

Mendapatkan cinta yang tulus

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin

Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur

Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

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20 July 2010

a test from up above

Nobody likes being sick. 
But being sick while your mum is miles away from u is so hard. 
being sick when your best friends work 12 hours a day also hard....
And also when you live with people you are not so close to. 
i have never been this sick before this. But i still force myself to do my work. 
I can’t eat. everything makes me wanna puke.
Maybe I'm too sensitive or what. But i kept bursting into tears.
i almost cried while inside a pete2.
That time, i was on my way to check my blood count- ALONE. 
i feel hurt everywhere.............
From my body till my heart. 
It's been two nights my body temperature is so high that i feels like my brain is burning. And my head hurts so much. All i do is cry cry and cry.
let all of this stop.....

18th July 2010, 11.47p.m

07 July 2010

hye hye^^

i look at my blog and it seems that my life was dull and nothing excited happens. but actually it's not. i DO have some fun. and recently, i went to celebrate my beloved best buddy, Ayu.
me and ayu. ehe~
Ayu's birthday was last month, but as we were so damn busy during Surgery, we celebrate it THREE weeks late! according to Indonesians' tradition, the birthday person had to pay for his/ her friends, which is very different with Malaysians. if i'm with my Malaysian friends, the birthday girl won't have to pay even a cent!
anyway, my mates during Surgery posting were really close to each other. this is because we had been together for almost three months, including those two hard weeks at the ER. so, we've decided to celebrate Ayu's birthday at POPSA, which is so beautiful and romantic! a restaurant at the seaside, where we can see the sunset, with cozy sofa's and chairs, and sentimental songs in the air. wow, that place is perfect!

me, ayu, kak ira and kak dian

and this is our birthday girl. 24, huh? ooppssss
after that, we went to photo studio and take pics. lots of pics. huhu.... narciss is not a word to describe us. we were all way too craaaaaaazzzzyyyyyyyyy to be captured in the films!
 okay okay. guess u guys wanna puke rite now, huh??? haha.. and believe me, those were only 1/3 from all of our pics!!!!!!!!
p.s. note the flowery girls wearing long dresses. we look beautiful, rite? LOL
and then we went karaoke-ing. oh my, it was so great to song our hearts out, but i did most of the shouting. haha. surgery is so damn stressfull and we let it all out that night. and of course, more photo- snapping and 'modelling'. ahaks.....

Ayu and Johan seems to really 'menghayati' their song!
 i like this mural. ok, i know my pose is weird. haha
 Ayu, are you thinking of Mr.....??????
you know, that day i had so much fun that i'm afraid i might cry after that. but those three months in surgery had been so excruciating (remember when we slept on tiles and only sleep for three hours everyday?)....
but thankfully, it is over now. now i'm in Public Health department, which is the most boring subject in Medicine. but i dare not say that it is not important. for example, today i went to the hospital, but not to check on patients. i check the dustbins, the availability of soaps and running water, antiseptics and so on. i feel like some health officer! haha.... interesting. curing people is not only by medicament, but we also had to make sure the hygiene and the universal precaution, right?
later i had to do some research at flour factory... this is so damn different from other department.. but i think i'm going to enjoy this. gotta stay positive. i'm aiming to graduate on December! please oh please pray that everything went smoothly........

oklah, gotta chow...