28 June 2011

Ready, Aim, Love!

it's my 6th day of holiday and i do everything i couldn't do for the past four months.
i slept as much as i can, and when i'm bored of sleeping, i started to play games again.
today i woke up early, not to go to work, but to turn myself into a hypnotized zombie....
i know u are wondering, 
what on earth had transformed this young doctor into another creature?
i beg you, please don't laugh at me..
actually, i just found a new game inside my mother's laptop that immediately catches my attention.
it's another Flo games!!!!!
just when i thought i've conquered all diner dash series, i found a new series which could not stop me from challenging myself to start playing till the end!
just name it...
all diner dash series?

parking dash?
cooking dash?
i've conquered them all.
hahaha (evil laugh)
i know i sound childish but strategy games makes my mind working.
and nothing feels better than getting EXPERT title at all levels.

oklah. i need to continue my adventure with the clumsy little cupid in Wedding Dash: Ready, Aim, Love!

(now when will the cupid struck me with his bows of love? hmm)

27 June 2011

perhaps this is the best thing for both of us

you are so damn wrong to let me day dream too big.
but never mind..
i won't punish u..
cuz u said that u will never be at ease until i punish u.
so why don't i do this : never punish u and let u feel uneasy..
so dat u will always remember me..
like a ghost clinging around you...
u said that u deserve to be hated by me.
but i don't think i want to put more hatred in my life..
so just let me go..
cuz you know what?

i am so much happier on my crumpled mattress...
all alone by myself...

19 June 2011

thank you babah

today i take a good look into my reflections.
I realised how much fat i've lost in this few months.
 and how 'serabut' i look.

Then I look at those big puffy eyes, effect of the lack of sleep.
Sometimes,i feel so damn tired with my life.
But then i will think of what my dad used to say, how he always encourage me, and words of wisdom that he kept repeating over and over again.

For without his words, i may have lost in my journey.
To think dat i may not reach here without him makes me feel so thankful that have such a great dad.
Now i really enjoy my job and i want to make him proud of me...
Thank you for making me who i  am , babah

06 June 2011

I can see the finish line!

I can see the finish line but still so many requierements to be fulfilled

Oh myyyyy

03 June 2011

help will come!

it was a great crisis in medical department.
apparently, our beloved leader make a huge decision that triggers heat among us --> which is to get help from the seniors.
being one of the houseman in medical department, i decided to speak up on behalf of the nine that are currently in Medical Department.

THANK YOU for helping us, i said.

now i don't have to do EOD (every other day) on call.
and i think i have enough sleep .
i can even actually 'breath' easier.
and i finally can see my friend smiling.
not that we did not smile before...
but tiredness had drained all of our energy.

and now that help had come, and new taggers came along,
i feel so damn relieved.

hang on my dear friends.
help has come.

and i promise you.....
the age of darkness will soon leave us..